The Birth of Freedom

Joseph and Mary camped with the merchants at the bottom of the small valley below the village of Bethlehem. As the sun went down, Joseph asked Mary if she wanted to spend the night with the merchants or walk the rest of the way up the hill into Bethlehem. He asked her the question because she kept pacing back and forth in the little camp, massaging her swollen belly.

One of the merchants’ sons walked over with a donkey and offered to take them into Bethlehem. He said he could be back in plenty of time for sleep. So Joseph and the young man helped Mary up onto the donkey, and the last small stretch of the journey was underway.

The three of them slowly approached the village as the sunset was almost finished. People moved their animals inside and brought water and wood from the wells for the night’s fire. Joseph thanked the merchant and offered him some money for the ride, which was refused. His smile caught the last orange light of the sunset as he reached into the travel bag draped over the donkey, held out a small leather pouch, and said, “The men wanted to bless you. We were all amazed that you had traveled so far as pregnant as you are. We recognize that your child is special somehow. Most of us have witnessed many of our women’s pregnancies. None of them have ever had the glow that you have. Our Lord has surely blessed you and your child.”

He took Joseph’s hand and pressed the pouch into his hand and wrapped his fingers around it. Then said goodbye and led his donkey back down the hill toward the Merchant’s camp.

Joseph stood silently for a moment and then turning to Mary asked, “Are you sure you can carry that pack? It will not be a problem to add it to my pack.”

Mary smiled and said, “No, the baby is coming tonight. Labor pains started down in the camp. It is why I was pacing. I have plenty of energy right now. But, it won’t be long before I will need help.”

The walk into the village was quick and they found the home of Joseph’s clan easily. Many summers were spent with his cousins here in Bethlehem working in the fields with his uncle’s flocks. Many warm and joyful memories flavored his memories of those times as he approached his clan’s home off the main road through the village.

The mud brick home was built into the side of the hill next to a limestone cave surrounded by a kraal where the animals were kept during the day. The house was very large on the bottom floor where the animals were kept during the cold winter nights, and the second floor was almost as large. There was a series of steps built into the side of the building that allowed access to the roof. And another set into the side of the hill next to the cave. Small tables were stationed around the yard and Kraal for the chores necessary for life in their village.

When Joseph and Mary approached the door, three young boys were leading a donkey from the Kraal into the house. They weren’t noticed at first as they stood in the open doorway. Lamps were being lit in the house outlining the stairs leading to the second floor and a large group of Josephs’ cousins and their families were crowded around the large communal table in the middle of the great room. The second floor was divided into three rooms. The main bedroom was where his Uncle and Aunt slept, the great room, and the guest room where visiting family members would stay when they came to visit.

Joseph knew that by now there would be no room for them in the guest room. It had taken far too long to travel from Nazareth for that. As they stood in the doorway Joseph heard Mary quietly groan and begin to breathe heavily. He was about to step into the house to get someone’s attention when he heard a voice behind him.

It was his Aunt Suzanna. The moment he and Mary turned around to see who was behind them Suzanna could see Mary’s condition.

Suzanna was carrying a basket with freshly baked bread and immediately shouted at one of the young boys to take the basket to the second floor. This caused everyone on the second floor overlooking the animal quarters to turn and look down at the very pregnant woman in the doorway. Quickly, Suzanna ordered Joseph to take the pack from Mary, saying, “How could a grown man like you force a young pregnant woman to carry her own pack! There’s a bucket next to the cave, and you, Joseph, know where the well is. We are going to need lots of water, for what I can see is about to happen!”

Instantly the women in the house surrounded Mary and propelled her up the stairs to the table in the middle of the room. The men stumbled in their haste to get out of the way.

The clan of David knew how to care for one of their own. No woman with child would ever be turned away in a Jewish home.

The remains of a meal were swept away and blankets and pillows were arranged on the table for Mary to lie down. Lots of clean cloth appeared next to the table and then the bucket filled with water – minus a bit of sloshing coming up the stairs – was placed near a stool where Suzanna and a number of the older women clustered. It was during moments like this that the wise men of the clan made themselves scarce by retreating out to the mouth of the cave where they built a fire and shared what wine they managed to salvage before being shooed out of the house.

Uncle Abijah collected a few stools for him and Joseph to sit on and a few of the older men. The younger men and the boys sat on piles of hay or on the fence. He being the host took the responsibility of entertaining his guests in the best way he knew how and began a long night of storytelling. These stories were well-known throughout Judea and centered on the great stories of their ancestors. And since the clan had a direct line of descent from King David, most of the stories were about his heroic Kingdom.

Eventually, the men heard the cries of a woman in the pain of birth and the stories quieted as they all waited to hear the cry of a newborn child. Mary’s cries became very loud and intense and were mingled with the voices of the women urging her on. After what seemed the entire night it came. The sound of a newborn son. Joseph knew his name already but hadn’t shared it with anyone besides Mary and his mind drifted to the prophecy the Angel Gabriel had told Mary. He thought, “I still don’t understand how a baby will save us from our sins.”

One of the women came out from the house stuck her head around the corner and called the men back into the house. They all quietly filed into the house up the stairs and crowded around the table where Mary was holding a baby boy. Another male in the line of King David had joined their clan. Every birth was a momentous occasion. But, the celebrations would come after everyone had a good night’s sleep.

Joseph holding the baby looked towards Aunt Suzanna as if to say, what do I do now? Suzanna and Abijah guided Joseph down the stairs where a few of the women were laying small blankets and blankets over the manger making a makeshift cradle for the baby. Joseph started to put the baby into the manger and a knock came at the door. Everyone looked at Abijah to see how he would respond as most people would keep their doors barred during the night as there were still bandits in the land.

But, then Abijah heard the voice of one of his shepherds and his voice carried an urgent excitement that caught everyone’s attention. So he opened the door and there stood all of the village’s shepherds and not a few sheep crowded in the narrow street in front of the house. The shepherds began to tell a story of an Angel delivering an exciting announcement of the savior of Israel being born in Bethlehem and some of the men remembered seeing a pregnant woman entering the village.

Abijah stepped back into the house allowing the shepherds to crowd around the door where Joseph and now Mary – wrapped in a blanket – stood on either end of the manger. Uncle Abijah’s sheepdog stood next to Mary with her paws on the manger looking at the baby. The pair of donkeys were restlessly shifting around behind the crowd of people; now marveling at what the Angels had told the shepherds, competing for a chance to see their savior.

Uncle Abijah stepped up to Joseph and asked loudly enough for everyone to hear, “What are going to name him Joseph?”

Joseph looked at Mary and back to Abijah and Suzanna and said, “His name is Jesus!”

Beyond; The Land Beyond, Before.

I was five years old. Nap times were special for me, I didn’t fight them. Did I sleep? Sometimes. But, sometimes I talked to the voice. Don’t ask me what we talked about. I can’t access the memory of that person. I just know that I had a friend that I could talk to that was kind.


There were and still are times when whoever that voice was touched me in this world. I know who the Voice is now. His name is Jesus Christ.


However, it was never a given that I would have found Him. Even though He was always right there. Beyond.
I look back and now my wife and I can see the moments where Jesus stepped across from the beyond. But, for me – even though I was a Science Fiction buff – I had a death grip on a version of reality that discounted the possibility of the supernatural. If you had asked me if the supernatural existed, I would have said “Yes, but those things never happen to someone like me.”


I believed I was just like everyone else looking for love, and trying to “just live a normal life”. I had forgotten about the voice. Those days the only direction I followed was my sex drive and anything that would either get me high or get me drunk. I had a job that I worked hard at. My parents instilled a strong work ethic in me. They also instilled in me a continual quest for escape from the boring sameness of life. Work, eat, drink, sleep, work, eat, drink, sleep. But, that was just life on planet Earth, right?


You probably are thinking that something supernatural turned all of this around. I suppose. My testimony is something else for another time. It won’t disappoint. It was certainly dramatic enough.


No this is an attempt to describe, the beyond. That, perhaps, you will believe what I am about to say.


The Beyond exists. What do you mean Beyond, you ask? Well, it’s right there. You can reach out and touch it. That is if you believe it exists. If your heart is desperate enough to HOPE in a land of Love. It’s not Never-Never land. It’s Home.


Unfortunately, the odds are stacked against you. There is someone from the Beyond that is a liar and he likes to lie to people in the land of Before. Lies like, Heaven doesn’t exist. Jesus doesn’t love you. Good is bad, and bad is good. There is no future so just do what feels good even if you hurt someone in the process. Since we are all just meaningless protoplasm there are no moral standards. So it’s every man for themselves. The lies are endless.


But, the Truth will set you free.


I am on the other side from Before in the Beyond now, and when I stepped into Beyond I could see the lies. I could see – can see – The Truth of the Voice. The Voice is there all the time now. And, I would never go back to the Before. Once you see Beyond you will never go back.


If I could pull on a curtain draw and pull back that shimmering boundary between Beyond and Before so you could see that you are being lied to about life and The Truth of your destiny. You would understand that all of those stories about super hero’s, witches, fairies, and other planets with intelligent alien life. None of those hold a candle to the Beyond. That’s because those characters spring from an imagination that grew up in the Before. A redeemed imagination has the beauty of the Beyond to draw from. The redeemed imagination has the Spirit of Beyond dwelling within.


Standing on this side of Beyond, I wish I could just shout. Hey, look past the lies! It’s all true about Jesus! He’s right there beside you. The Angels are all around you. You just need to believe. You need to talk back to the Voice and ask Him to open your eyes to see the Beyond.


But, I can’t. Your spirit is dead to the Beyond and only Jesus can jump-start your spirit to enable your eyes to see. To TRULY see! Until then the Beyond will only be a myth. Something that those crazy Christians thought of to make themselves feel better about a life that sucks. That’s what is meant to be Born Again. Your Spirit is resurrected and you become a citizen of the Beyond; a new creation. You are welcomed Home. The Land of True Love.


The Beyond; the land Beyond before.

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The Walk

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My morning starts out with The Word and The Walk.

This morning I was touched by Isaiah 42:10. Which I have always heard is a reference to the Western Hemisphere or America in the Bible.

Isaiah 42:10, ” Sing to the LORD a new song, And His praise from the ends of the earth, You who go down to the sea, and all that is in it, You coastlands and you inhabitants of them!”

At least half of my walk is devoted to praise (I don’t sing very well, so I can’t say I sing a new song), but the first part is always devoted to prayer and seeking His Face. This morning I found myself in need of a touch, an extra measure of “overfilling” from the Holy Spirit perhaps. I was in the very beginning of my walk and I asked for a vision or a dream or a touch like He has done so many times over the years. And, like much of my rambling prayer times I promptly moved on to other subjects.

About half way through my walk when I find my prayers dwindling (and I do ask the Holy Spirit to pray through me. So this is not unusual for my prayer times), I plug my ear-buds in and turn on the worship music and begin to just praise as I walk.

As I crossed over Bruce Road and onto the Bike Path, I caught a vision. I think we have all experienced those moments (unfortunately, this often happens late at night when we are tired and at the end of a long drive), where our mind goes to “another place” and after a few moments we come back and realize that we have been walking – or driving – on automatic. I think this is when our Angels are the most active.

This was the Vision:

There was the Father leading us down the path; a painfully bright roiling dancing liquid mist with the outline of a form inside. The sound of distant singing flowed all around and seemed to move (if sound can be said to move…or light to flow like water) with the mist. The form inside was dancing, but it was a stately dance a powerful almost Haka like dance. He never turned to look at me.

Then there was Jesus, He was as Human as I, but dressed for a wedding. He was spinning and jumping with the skill of the most talented “Danseur” (French word for Male Ballet Dancer…I felt it fit the image better). He was dancing around me…

I looked down and I was floating along the bike path overwhelmed by the JOY dancing inside of me as the Holy Spirit in me responded to the Wedding Dance of Jesus. The Joy was painfully overwhelming and I wanted to move on my own accord, but couldn’t. All I could do was observe the Wedding Dance of the Son and all the passion and creativity that was pregnant in the Vision.

Then I was back to walking the Bike Path and realized that I had been given a vision of the Family I had become a part of.

(NOTE: I was given a quick vision of The Family and all of us walking down the path together. But, the above “Description/Embellishment” is a result of my sense of Joy that came from being given the very simple image of The Holy Family. The above description is a work of my imagination.)

Choices…

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There it was standing completely still in the field of dry Northern California grass. A Great Blue Heron.

As you can see, I am not making this up…or am I?

The story came alive as the Heron looked at me as I tried to be sneaky enough to get a clear picture of the creature. He – or she – seemed to be focused on something in the grass. And, at that moment on a sunny Saturday Morning, that would be perfectly normal for a Great Blue Heron to be doing. They hunt mice and frogs and such and are extremely good at spearing their prey with their prodigious long functional and utilitarian beaks.

But, something wasn’t right…

Instead of emerging from the deadly still stance and striking like a rattlesnake to claim its breakfast, the Heron slowly bent down and very, very, carefully picked up something that shone. A quick flash of silver caught my eye as the Heron lifted whatever it had found and turned to look directly at me. It stared directly into my eyes with its one eye on the left side of its head (its hard for a Heron with such a narrow head to keep both eyes on someone.) At least if you are trying to get the message across that you are being watched. It was as if the Heron was saying, “I see you over there half hidden behind that small oak tree.”

Right exactly at that moment the Heron threw the silvery object into the air and caught it with its beak and it looked as if it had swallowed whatever it had found.

That’s when I saw him. Straddling the long slender neck of the Heron sat a tiny man sitting on an equally tiny saddle. It looked as though the saddle was purely to enable the tiny man to ride with the Heron rather than control its flight as there were no reins attached to the Heron’s head or beak. He was dressed in buckskins – complete with fancy fringes – and was wearing an Australian Slouch hat with a blue-jay feather sticking out of the band. He had a long well manicured and waxed handlebar mustache and he was looking at me as well. But, he was smiling a great big happy smile as if at any moment he would jump down off of the Heron and walk over to have a long Saturday morning chat.

That was when the Heron spread its wings and launched itself and the tiny man into the air. It was amazing how something that looks completely ungainly on land can transform into the most graceful creature in the air. And, as it took its first few steps to flight, I saw the Heron quickly throw its head back and the silvery object flew from its beak and twirling and sparkling in a quick little loop-de-loop landed in the Tiny man’s Slouch hat.

Quickly the man hefted the object – that at this point looked like a ring – and placed it into a saddle bag that was doubling as stirrups for the saddle. Then he stood up on the back of the Heron balanced himself on one foot and tipped his hat at me as if to say Auf Wiedersehen!

I have to admit I was standing in the middle of the bike path at this point somewhat wondering about my own sanity when I noticed that the Heron and its passenger were not leaving the area. They were slowly circling about thirty feet over my head. And, now I could see that the tiny man was looking down at me with what was now very obviously a ring and he said, “You have been given a choice. Well, actually a few choices depending on how you choose on the first choice. (it was at this point that I could have sworn I heard the Heron say, “Get on with it Jimmy. Do you think its easy to just float around at this elevation forever?”)

I had to shield my eyes every time the Heron and…Jimmy…came around into the sun, but I didn’t need to see very well to finally wake up and shout up at the pair. “What Choice?”

Then Jimmy dropped the ring and yelled, “Catch it!!”

So I reached out and grabbed the ring as it fell perfectly into my hands.

Jimmy, leaned over the Heron’s neck like a jockey urging his steed on in a race and he pointed at me and said, “In every story there are choices to be made. That is the One Ring that controls them all. At least that is all you need to know about it. Your choice is simple. The Creator of all things – and there are a multitude of things you have no idea about – is giving you a choice. The choice is the ring, that represents the blessings available in this life, versus the Presence of your Creator. This is similar to the choice that Solomon had when he chose Wisdom over Wealth. But, this is a choice your heart has to make.

Jimmy leaned over to the other side of the Heron…who had decided wanted to circle back the way it was going in the first place…and continued, “You will notice the writing on the ring. There is Kingdom power in that ring written in the ancient language of the Kingdom of Heaven. But, the language will change the moment you make your decision. Your choice will establish your destiny.”

The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field. Matthew 13:44 NIV

“In this case my friend,” Jimmy shouted as the Heron had decided it was time to leave. “It’s not this field that is the choice. That choice is to choose between the world and the Kingdom of Jesus Christ.”

Choose wisely…

I held onto the ring tightly for fear of all of this not being real. But, I watched as Jimmy did a perfect back flip with a twist and landed in his saddle facing backwards. He took off his slouch hat and waved goodbye.

More…

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This morning was marked by a time of contrasting emotions. The first was a desperate sense of aloneness and the need to press into Jesus. I became intensely aware of my deficiencies and my lack of fruit in my life. I became overwhelmingly aware of what I have NOT accomplished for my King.

So I did what I always do in this situation. I walked and talked to Him.

Those of you that know me know that I am a writer. You know that I have one of those imaginations that seems to have a life of its own. This is a good thing if you are going to be a writer of fiction…which I am. However, I have had a lifetime of struggle with learning to discern the difference between my imagination and God’s Voice. And, I have learned to discern that.

The problem is now that I know that nothing I can imagine is more wonderful or fantastic than the reality of Jesus’s Kingdom; I am significantly unsatisfied with this present reality. Particularly, my contributions to the Kingdom. Because, I know there is WAY more to discover and to participate in. And, my prodigious imagination can imagine quite a wonderful world. And, that’s not just because I can imagine it. I know it to be true!

One example of the Truth of the wonders of Jesus’s Kingdom comes in the form of the Transformation Videos that George Otis, Jr. and Sentinel Group. Those videos document the incredible transforming power of the Habitation of God upon the land. But, then I also have the moments in my own life where Heaven stepped into my life. Those experiences did not spring from my imagination. They just…happened…and I was just along for the ride. These experiences are significant in that I had nothing to compare them to. I didn’t grow up in a Christian family. I was a blank slate. No one had taught me about Jesus. I didn’t go to Vacation Bible School, I didn’t go to Church. I was just a desperate man with nothing to look forward to in life and I cried (literally) out for what I could only hope was true (thank you Nancy for being faithful).

Please don’t misunderstand me. After my heart was broken and filled with Jesus I devoured the Truth’s in the Word/Bible. I still do. But, that only led me to understand that there was MORE. I believed it was for me. So Jesus let me encounter my Guardian Angel. (that story is in this blog…somewhere). I would like to embellish that encounter to make it into some amazing mind-blowing encounter, but it was just normal until the angel told me who he was.

Since then there have been many blessings, co-incidences (yeah right), fillings, encounters, callings, visions, and the audible voice of God. It has been a life of the supernatural presence of Jesus Christ…so far.

This morning I wanted More. I want More. I want my life to be a life filled with the Miracles, Signs, and Wonders I read of in the Bible. And, my imagination knows it’s available.

But, I know that God doesn’t waste His Miracles on those that hide in their nests. Those are reserved for those that risk their lives for His Sake. So all I know to do is press in.

And, this morning I got the other side of the contrasting emotions. There was a sense of His Presence as He reminded me of those very same experiences. Then He reminded me of what we have been talking about lately and that is… what’s coming…

There is something coming that will change everything. But, I am not here to discuss what that might be. I have been praying for that Damascus Road event that will transform my life so that I can be fruitful in the midst of that which is coming. This morning He implied that that anointing will come at a price. And, that price is a “Step-of-Faith”. Essentially, He needs to trust me with that anointing – just like Miracles, Signs, & Wonders – and wants me (and you) to understand the cost of that step of faith. It will change everything.

I believe that if you are like me and are desperately searching for the MORE of the Kingdom. Be prepared to be presented an “Opportunity” to take an impossible step of faith. Perhaps it will be something of obedience. Perhaps of costly joy.

Take the Step of More!

If My People Called by MY NAME…

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Second Chronicles 7:14; “14 and My people [a]who are called by My name humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, will forgive their sin and will heal their land.”

Second Chronicles 7:14 is one of the more recognizable verses these days as a reminder of one of Our Lord’s promises. That if we humble ourselves, seek His Face, turn away from our sinful ways, and pray. He will forgive us and heal our land.

Last night I had an extended time of seeking His Face and this verse came together in an interesting way and resulted in a prayer that seemed to pray itself. Which resulted in an extended time of The Holy Spirit washing over me.

Oh my Father, in Heaven, strengthen me so I can turn from the sin that keeps me from You. Make me Holy and Purify me that I can seek You, stand in your Presence, see Your Face, look into Your Eyes and be completely undone. Undo me so that you can remake me and transform me so that I can cross the threshold of Face to Face as one who is called by Your Name. Transform me into a living testimony of the reality of Your Kingdom coming and Your will being done here on Earth as it is in Heaven.

I made a commitment last night to myself and to Jesus, that I would be relentless in pursuit of His Face. Relentless in pursuit of Holiness and Purity. I have been reading stories of the revivals and the men and women that experienced the manifest presence of God when He came to “inhabit” their homes, villages, and countries. Those stories combined with the implied promise that I CAN see His Face if I seek Him, illustrate that I am not where I desperately need to be.

I need to see His Face and be completely UNDONE!

Hyper-Delusional Deja-Vu

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The first time I experienced the Hyper-Delusional Deja-vu I spent much of my day feeling a particularly persistent restlessness. The kind of restlessness that comes with a profound invasive sense of boredom. Something I have begun to call; the Same-Old, Same-Old disease. I had spent my day like every day before it over the previous same-old, same-old year; wake-up, eat, work, eat, sleep, repeat…


That day — it was a late summer evening — taking the garbage cans to the street, I saw myself trundling the can just a few steps ahead of me. There I was, last week, walking the same path with same can, the same setting sun, the same smells of summer, setting it in the same old place. It felt like I had just set the can there a moment ago. My mind said, “That was last Thursday!” but, my eyes and my knower saw it otherwise. I watched as I set the can down and walked back up the driveway, right past where I was standing. The other me didn’t even acknowledge my presence.

“What’s going on here!?” My knower asked. “Is this some kind of Hyper Delusional Deja Vu?”


Later that night I had the Hyper Delusional Deja Vu happen again, I was getting ready for bed, still wondering about what I had experienced on the driveway. Finished with brushing my teeth I walked into my room and there I was already asleep. Sleeping in my same-old same-old bed at the tail end of my day’s rut. Anxiety welled up inside of me as a sense of wasted time kicked in. I wanted to kick me out of my bed! What are you doing there?!? Why are you sleeping? I could feel the approach. Something was coming. Standing there in my room, shivering in my undies, painfully desiring to be under the covers blissfully asleep, I realized that something basic had changed. Something had shifted. It was my room, but it wasn’t, it was different. And the other me was not listening! He was the me in the rut!


The anxiety pushed me into the bed with a determination to ignore what I was experiencing. My mind tried to work its way around what I had just encountered but sleep gratefully slammed the door on it.


The morning came and the rut began. Normal breakfast, Email, dressed for the office, garage door up, out into the sunshine, rut running straight and true. I backed down the driveway into the world trying to ignore last night.


The first one I noticed came at me in an approaching car. A young mother returning from her workout, iPhone in hand heading home to gather the kids for school. I glanced over at her as she passed and next to her face there was an hourglass. I only caught a glimpse, but it was a generic looking hourglass with brass fittings and bright white sand. Then she was past me. I tried to turn to look, but she disappeared up the road into the subdivision. I saw the hourglass’s around the heads of everyone I saw by the time I got to the office. The hourglasses were hard to catch as cars flashed by in the opposite lane. But I was still able to distinguish the shape through the windshields. In full freak out stage by the time I got out of my car at the office I stood there watching the cars file past me into the parking lot. Every car had an hourglass! I couldn’t see how full any of them were as the hourglasses were in the vehicle with the person they were attached to.


Eventually, I made it into my office and attempted to restart my rut . . . with no success. I was well and completely undone. And, when one of my coworkers walked past my office, I could see the hourglass in detail. In relationship to his head, it was about a quarter the size. It was gorgeous! It looked as though it were made of crystal and highly polished bronze. The workmanship was exquisite, very much like a finely made sextant, telescope, or timepiece. The sand itself had a brilliant gleaming platinum quality! The hourglass seemed like a heavenly appendage protruding into time. Maybe the hourglass was time itself. “Does time have personality?” I thought. If I asked the hourglass a question would it answer me?


As I sat there in my leather chair, waiting for my computer to boot, my mind began to toy with all the suggestions that popped like kernels of corn into that internal popcorn popper of possibilities. I think I am like any other curious guy that encounters the supernatural. There is an excitement that comes with it. A sense of importance that attends the advent of the supernatural into the life of the beholder. After all, I must be important in some way to be blessed to witness this. Right?


But then my analytical side spoke up. “Yeah, it is supernatural, and way cool! But what does it mean?”


I imagined my impulsive side answering. “Mean? Who cares what it means? That is the Hourglass of Heaven! And God is letting us see it! It’s kind of like getting to witness the angelic interacting with the world!”


Then the analytic one, true to his name, points out, “Yeah, very cool! But you didn’t answer my question. What does it mean? Why can we see that thing? Interacting with the supernatural in this world always has a purpose. So, Mr. Impulsive, what does it mean?”


I got up from my chair and stood where I could observe my friend across the hall. There it was hovering just above and to the right of his head. And I could hear it! I could hear the sand falling! The sand glittered and shone as it fell into the bottom chamber of the glass. The top half was almost empty! My heart wanted to break as I came to a basic frightening conclusion about what the hourglass must represent. I instantly knew the answer to Mr. Analytical’s question about what does it mean? I was watching destiny ticking away in the lives of my co-workers.


But then I saw my Hyper-Delusional Deja-Vu. I turned to walk back to my desk and there I sat. And I could see the hourglass hovering over my head. That version of me was happily pounding away at some email he…I…sent sometime in the past…future? This me was blissfully unaware of what was happening to the real me. But which was the real me? My attention switched from the other me to the hourglass hanging in the air near my head. It was almost half full. “Thank you, Jesus!” I thought to myself.


As I stood there, I watched as I walked right through me and walked over and sat in my chair, that was already occupied by me. Then the next me, and the next me; in progression began to file in and start typing. “What is going on here?” I asked myself. No answer.


I spent the rest of that day watching a progression of my selves – hundreds of them – each with their own hourglasses at various stages of fullness – walk the same-old, same-old rut. As I watched I noticed one thing. The hourglass was different in each of the versions of me walking past. Some of them had full hourglasses and some were dangerously low. Were these all different timelines? Which was the real me? Are they all the same me? Most importantly, why are the hourglasses different and do I have a choice of which me to be?


Eventually, the day wore down to the end of work and I watched as the long line of Me’s walked out, got in the car, and drove the short distance home. I climbed in the back of one of the iterations of myself – I…he…didn’t seem to notice when I opened the back door and sat down – and hitched a ride back home. As we drove, I looked around at the world outside the car and noticed that everything was just a bit off. The shadows of the trees moved around the tree’s base like the hands of a clock, ticking away the seconds, counting down to the end. Cars going by; streamed by in multiples of iterations forming a psychedelic trail of vertigo inducing images on my brain. Those people that were innocently walking on the sidewalk were followed by their own group of selves, like a mother duck and her ducklings.


When we parked in the garage. I climbed out of the car and watched as each iteration of me merged with the previous one. In every case I/he opened the door the same way, stepped out into the garage the same way, reached into the back to grab my briefcase the same way. The only difference was the amount of sand in the hourglass. And, then I realized that the sound was different in each instance as well. The sound of the sand running into the bottom of the hourglass was louder and somehow faster in the hourglasses with lower amounts of sand in the top than those with the most amount of sand in the top as if the sound were reaching a crescendo! And, as I followed the last iteration of me to get out of the car into the house, the sound of all those iteration’s hourglass sands was beginning to sound like a rushing wind. It was getting louder and louder.


That is when I noticed that I wasn’t alone in the room. My wife, I knew, was in her bedroom. But, standing in the kitchen holding an hourglass, stood a huge glowing person. Well, not so much a glowing as he was outlined with an aurora, as if he were back lit by a very powerful arc light. It was obvious he was waiting for me. The cognitive one of the iterations. The one standing in the living room with the lost and clueless look on his face.


I walked into the kitchen and watched while the man kept flipping the hourglass around and he was humming to himself a tune that seemed to come from everywhere in the room at the same time. Then he looked at me with eyes that glittered and shone with that same platinum light of the hourglass that projected out and around the irises. “I am certain that we have your attention at this point. It’s not often that I get to give someone a choice of destinies.” The man said as he flipped the hourglass again. “Perhaps you noticed today that there are many different versions of your life echoing through time.” He said, flipping the hourglass again. “Each of those destinies are like the grains of sand in this hourglass…your hourglass.”


My attention was drawn to the grains in the hourglass. Each grain stood out as an individual speck. But they were not just sitting there waiting to fall through the hole into the bottom. Each grain was moving and dancing inside the glass of the hourglass. Each one was a different color and – in fact – looked alive and individual, bouncing off the glass testing the boundaries. These grains of sand were alive.


The man held out the hourglass and asked, “Would you like to hold it?”


But when I reached out and took the hourglass from the man and drew it up towards my face to look more closely. The sand wasn’t moving. It seemed to be on “Pause”. “Why is it not moving?” I asked, “It’s just sitting there.”


“It is waiting for your decision.” He said as he took the hourglass back. “This is where you make your choice. This is what we in the ranks of the angels call the Scrooge adventure. If this were a ride at the carnival? I doubt that many would want to ride it. After all it is a momentous decision to make. But you are one of those that have come to the crossroads of momentum versus stagnation. The dilemma of the rut of life. Some people are fine with the comfort of the rut. The life of sameness, where you never have to worry about what’s coming next in life. They never realize that that life is a life ruled by the fear of the unknown. The fear of having an adventure that turns out as a disappointment…or a momentous joy! For some people they would rather build their nest and stay comfortably the same rather than chance experiencing the adventure of what God has for them. So that’s the choice your prayers have brought you this day.” The light behind the eyes – what was now obvious – of the angel began to increase intensity.


“You can choose to continue living your life the same-old, same-old way you have been, and I will give you a choice of one of the hundreds of versions of your life that you have seen today. Each of those versions will look the same except for one difference. The hourglasses all have different amounts of sand remaining. Each comes with its own version of your life. But be careful. The ones with the most sand remaining may not be what you would expect from life.” The angel turned the hourglass over again causing the grains to become agitated. “Or you can choose to accept the version where God is in control of the rest of your life and not know how much time is left in the hourglass. In that version you agree to work with God in shaping the future and His plan for your life and the lives of your family.” The angel smiled and gave a quiet chuckle. “I am allowed to give you one hint to help you make your decision.”


The angel leaned over – as he was almost as tall as the ceiling – to whisper into my ear, “There is no hourglass in God’s version of your life. Only Jesus.”


It wasn’t a difficult decision.

I found myself standing on the driveway with the garbage can in my hand just as the sun fell below the horizon and I heard a gentle chuckle and a faint whisper, “Have fun. See you later…”

In Our Father’s Arms…

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We’re a child in the car asleep
In the driveway at night
Our mother’s gonna slowly sneak
Our body inside
We can rest in the arms of trust
There’s no way that we can say
We’ve earned our way into light
All we have to do to is stay

These lyrics from the Christian band Needtobreathe evoke a profound feeling in many of us that have grown up in the age of automobiles. I can remember as a very young child those moments when the family would return from the drive-in movies, or an Aunt or Uncles house, late – well, late for a five year old – and I would be asleep in the back seat of the car.

And, like many parents this is the moment where your skills at transferring your child from the car to their bed is tested. As a parent, I have to say that I was very skilled at this. And, I also can remember when I was the transferee.

I remember the sense of comfort associated with the process of being carried – half-asleep – into the house. I didn’t want to wake up. But, even if I was aware of the process, I didn’t want Mom or Dad to know I was awake, because being carried to bed by Mom or Dad was just so comfortable. Perhaps, comforting would be a better word.

During this time of strife and worry in our country, the need for comfort is hard to come by. We are bombarded day and night by the news of the sorry state of our country. And, as believers this should drive us to our knees in prayer. It is not hard to see the our country going about it’s business as if nothing were wrong. We cry out to God, but our hopes and expectations seem to fade like fog in the afternoon.

So this was the sense last week for a couple of days upon awakening that I found myself experiencing a profound sense of comfort as I lay in bed praying. I know, most of you would say, “I feel that every morning. It’s the “I don’t want to get up and go to work syndrome”.” But, this was much more profound. And, the only way I can describe this was to draw your attention to that memory of comfort in your Father’s arms being carried to bed.

There are times when the Holy Spirit comes and makes you weak at the knees. Or, the excitement of His Presence in the room takes your breath away in ecstasy. Or, the times where the conviction is so strong – the beat of His Heart – all you can do is cry. This was pure comforting assurance. Assurance that He is in control. That all of “That out there”, cannot steal one moment of His Peace from His Children.

I laid there in wonder at the sense of loving, and comforting presence in my room. The intensity of the moment was such that it made me laugh and worship.

Our country is in deep trouble. The question is will we become desperate enough to truly pray the First Chronicles 7:14 prayer in a way that evokes His Promises, or touches his compassion and mercy. His promises never fail. There is a reward at the end of our desperate prayers. That is to see His Manifest Presence come and sweep all the boogeymen out the door. Those moments of comforting peace are a wonderful reminder of who is actually in charge in this world.

The Father’s got you in His Arms, the world is descending into chaos around you as he walks across the driveway, past the tricycle and sprinklers, up the front steps, past your Mother whispering for Father to be quieter, and into your room to your bed. The whole time you have your eyes cracked a tiny tiny bit so you can see what’s going on as you hang on to every second of that sense of loving comfort.

That memory will be brought out at strategic times during our adulthood/parenthood when we need it most.

Prepare Ye The Way of the Lord…

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Yesterday I woke up and while lying in bed praying about the current political situation I sensed the Lord beginning to laugh. And, as our conversation played out it gravitated towards the idea that there is a seismic shift coming. The way I posted it on Facebook was that there is a “Spiritual Awakening Tsunami” coming that will heal the heart of America. I really didn’t expect the response I got to that post.

I did try to explain a little bit about what I sensed from the Holy Spirit and wrote this;

Everything that we are worried about right now; everything that is dividing us becomes a shadow of our fears as the heart of America turns to the one that matters most. I don’t want to say these things become irrelevant, but they just fade away into un-newsworthiness…lol. Even our concerns about who is in the White House fade. When God’s manifest presence sweeps the country no one will care much how much ranting and raving goes on. Essentially, what is coming will destroy everyone’s agendas. No one will be able to claim this as coming from their program. It will clear the tables of corruption both in the secular and in the church. In other words, it ain’t what anyone is expecting. And, nothing will stop it. It will be joyful, but the kind of thing that grabs you up by the seat of your pants and challenges you to get your act together. The way a good father challenges you to keep going when you want to woos out.

So let me clarify a little more; as I have prayed into this there are a couple of things that have been impressed upon me. One of which is actually a burden I have carried for quite some time. One of the strongest points/areas that will accompany this coming awakening is the profound wave of Prodigals that will be swept back into the Kingdom. What The Lord is going to do will be the answer to most of the prodigals arguments about why they left the church in the first place. Mostly, that is due to the inability of their parents to exhibit any sign of the power of God. Or, even to answer any of their hardest questions. This awakening will be the first time that they will actually see God move in their lives and their response will be, “Aha! There it is!” These prodigals will sweep through the Church with the Truth of the Presence of Jesus Christ. This could get awkward for their parents that now will – happily – be playing catch up to their kids.

Another point I felt the Holy Spirit making is that this is not going to be anything like what anyone thinks. It will be joyful and will result in a wave of heartfelt repentance that will sweep the nation. But, the Holy Spirit seemed to be issuing a warning that this isn’t an opportunity for the Church to just kick back and let Him do it all. Thus the title of this blog today. “Prepare Ye the Way of the Lord”. Don’t misunderstand me. He will do the heavy lifting, His Presence will be the Tsunami pushing this across the world. But, the Church is woefully unprepared to “Haul in the Nets”. He is expecting – aggressively expecting – the Church to Co-Labor with Him to bring in this Harvest. So I think part of this is a warning to get prepared.

Mercy and Grace extended to the lost and the prodigals. But, a LOVING expectation of discipline and commitment, Holiness and Purity, for and from the Bride of Christ.

There will be no tolerance for those that continue to dabble in evil either in the Church or the secular world. Especially those that use their positions to line their pockets. or expect their plan to “Reset” society, or establish a “New Normal” to come to fruition. God is laughing at all these that believe no one is watching. Or that no one can stop their plans.

The one thing that caught me off guard was the suggestion that it doesn’t matter who is in the White House. Once the Tsunami comes, their attempts to mitigate what Jesus wants to do here in America won’t amount to much. The Kingdom will decide what is right in the light of Jesus Christ. Change will come organically as the hearts of the population, and thus the heart of America become “Born Again” …again.

I hope all that makes sense. Please feel free to comment.

Epic Fantasy – Epic Reality

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I finished reading the Wheel of Time series in January of this year (2020). It is considered the longest epic Fantasy available. I started it in June of 2019. There are over four million words. Each book is close to a thousand pages long. It was written by Robert Jordan and Brandon Sanderson (the last 3 books). Jordan’s world-building is amazing and comparable to anything that Tolkien or Lewis wrote. I am a big fan.

But, it’s not the most epic story out there. It is after all purely a work of fiction. It cannot compare to the reality that is The Kingdom of Jesus Christ.

I like to imagine the authors of the story; the Holy Trinity, The Father, The Son, and the Holy Spirit, dancing and singing creation into existence from the pure force of their passion for life to exist. And, when they were finished they said it was all good. That includes humankind. We were created to be part of the family. One of the main characters in the most epic story ever imagined. And, yes we were born in the mind of God the Creator. He imagined and sang into existence an endless universe filled with glory and power. And, in the midst of that He placed man and woman.

However, every good story has elements that are there to keep the reader interested in the story. There is the Protagonist – the good guy or gal, the Antagonist – the bad guy or gal, the supporting characters, sub-plots, back-story, and the main story-line. In this case the antagonist comes in the form of pure evil. The purpose of this is to allow the protagonist to grow and shape his or her character until the successful completion of the story where it all comes together and the reader is left wanting to read more of that author’s books.

Except in this story, the ending has brutal and eternal consequences, because this is real life. Some may – to their own peril – believe that this is merely a legend or a myth propagated by some arcane Druid from ten thousand years ago. But, this epic is not any harder to believe in than the thousands of fantasy worlds created over the last few hundred years by the imaginations of the writers of the world. This epic has all the elements of a good fantasy or sci-fi novel. Time travel? This reality exists where there is no time, and the Creator of the Universe see’s everything that has happened in a continuous now. Teleportation? Light speed travel? Who needs a warp drive when you can travel at the speed of thought, ala Stephen visiting the eunuch one the road to Gaza. Immortality? Got that one in the bag. Immense glorious magnificent floating cities? The New Jerusalem. Frightening seemingly all-powerful Evil Ruler? Satan takes the cake. Even if he is somewhat of a comical figure considering we all know how it ends for him. Cataclysmic Apocalyptic final battle to determine eternity? Read the Book of Revelations.

Again, there is nothing that compares to the epic reality that is the Kingdom of Jesus Christ. Where are you in this epic story? There are only two places to stand in this reality. Either on the side of the good guy Jesus Christ or on the side of Satan. You can’t opt out of this choice. By not choosing you choose the second choice. You must take a stand, one way or the other. This story is not fiction, even though it has all the elements of a good epic fantasy, this is epic reality. And, you have been created to join the Good Guys and explore the Epic Imagination forever.

Choose wisely.